Depression, lack of self-confidence, anxiety, and most lately, horrible forgetfulness (I got in a car accident back in March, everything's been a little rattled up there since!)
Sort of a perfectionist. I throw away things when something goes wrong, even if logically I understand that the thing isn't ruined...
This applies to characters too.
I'm working on it :-/
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Oh, and difficulty re-integrating with a character or project if I leave it alone for awhile, which I've finally gotten over. Turns out comments aren't just good for annotating code.
Now that I read it here, I realised that I also worry a lot and have low self-esteem. And I hate when somebody is mad at me, no matter whether it was my fault or not.
So summed up, I always worry that I might have done something wrong which will cause others to be mad at me...
Now that I read it here, I realised that I also worry a lot and have low self-esteem. And I hate when somebody is mad at me, no matter whether it was my fault or not.
So summed up, I always worry that I might have done something wrong which will cause others to be mad at me...
I'm mad at you. How dare you let Mork and Iorwen snatch you so quick!
Now that I read it here, I realised that I also worry a lot and have low self-esteem. And I hate when somebody is mad at me, no matter whether it was my fault or not.
So summed up, I always worry that I might have done something wrong which will cause others to be mad at me...
I'm mad at you. How dare you let Mork and Iorwen snatch you so quick!
Quick?! Do you have any idea how long we procrastinated on this one.
Besides we knew she was ours before Mork and Iorwen even said "I do."
The divine voice
of Avechna, the Avenger reverberates powerfully, "Congratulations,
Morkarion, you are the Bringer of Death indeed."
You see Estarra the Eternal shout, "Morkarion is no more! Mourn the mortal! But welcome True Ascendant Karlach, of the Realm of Death!
Hindsight, easily worked up into a maniac frenzy of joy and excitement, which then blows up in my face and when doing anything I find entertaining or amusing. In other words I'm like a furrikin on kafe. And bad humor, really bad humor, along with short bouts of depression when there is no one to annoy or talk to.
IRL, I have very low self-esteem, problems with speaking sometimes, doubt about myself when I try to do something, I can get angry really fast and lash out at people (trying real hard to be calm though). These things tend to slip into Anita sometimes, when she's supposed to be this happy, busy, go-to person. And calm. I find my speech problem sometimes slipping into my typing-talk, and it gets to me sometimes where I freak out about it.
I think of the most random things. This translates to getting chatty on clans.
Viravain, Lady of the Thorns shouts, "And You would seize Me? Fool! I am the Glomdoring! I am the Wyrd, and beneath the cloak of Night, the shadows of the Silent stir!"
#bringShikariback
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EveriineWise Old Swordsbird / BrontaurIndianapolis, IN, USA
Ev inherited his horrendous memory from me. If Ev can't remember something, it's because -I- can't remember it.
Also, as an INFJ, I take all conflict personally.
Everiine is a man, and is very manly. This MAN before you is so manly you might as well just gender bend right now, cause he's the manliest man that you ever did see. His manly shape has spurned many women and girlyer men to boughs of fainting. He stands before you in a manly manerific typical man-like outfit which is covered in his manly motto: "I am a man!"
Daraius said: You gotta risk it for the biscuit.
Pony power all the way, yo. The more Brontaurs the better.
On a bad day: poor time-management, escapism, lack of confidence
Somewhere in the middle: a tendency to bite off more than I can chew (this one shows in Warmuk (already!) more than anything else)
On a good day: goal oriented, focused, of service, confident
Basically, my character flaws are my character assets, and vice versa, depending on my attitude. If I am aware of them and making conscientious efforts to improve, they become my strengths. If I am in denial about something (usually a change that needs to be made in my life, like ending an unhealthy relationship or limiting unhealthy consumption that I know is bad for me but don't want to give up) then my defectsbegin to surface. When I act from a place of acceptance (of self, circumstances, other people, reality, etc.) and am honest about what I want in my life, then I am able to turn those same defects into strengths, remaining focused on my goals, engaged in my life, and confident that I can enact any necessary changes in my life-patterns to accomplish them. I like the idea behind this thread. It has inspired some thought about my goals for Warmuk, for myself, and the role I would like to play in this game and community.. so thanks.
Being Celestian, I probably shouldn't admit to character flaws, but you may have noticed that I tend to rush in where I'm not quite capable. Also a seething mountain of tightly controlled anger bubbling beneath the surface.
I'm Lucidian. If I don't get pedantic every so often, I might explode.
On the rare occasions when I actually get mad, it comes out in character. I try not to, but I get nasty when I'm mad.
I'm also completely unmotivated 95% of the time. Then I get crazy with it when I do find some motivation, and the poor Star Council gets to suffer multiple posts for it, or the design queue... et cetera.
Everiine said: The reason population is low isn't because there are too many orgs. It's because so many facets of the game are outright broken and protected by those who benefit from it being that way. An overabundance of gimmicks (including game-breaking ones), artifacts that destroy any concept of balance, blatant pay-to-win features, and an obsession with convenience that makes few things actually worthwhile all contribute to the game's sad decline.
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I think that pretty much sums up the character flaws that Iorwen and I share.
On a more positive note, I find myself being very generous both IRL and IC.
I'm mad at you. How dare you let Mork and Iorwen snatch you so quick!
Besides we knew she was ours before Mork and Iorwen even said "I do."
The divine voice of Avechna, the Avenger reverberates powerfully, "Congratulations, Morkarion, you are the Bringer of Death indeed."
You see Estarra the Eternal shout, "Morkarion is no more! Mourn the mortal! But welcome True Ascendant Karlach, of the Realm of Death!
Hindsight, easily worked up into a maniac frenzy of joy and excitement, which then blows up in my face and when doing anything I find entertaining or amusing. In other words I'm like a furrikin on kafe. And bad humor, really bad humor, along with short bouts of depression when there is no one to annoy or talk to.
Also, as an INFJ, I take all conflict personally.
The divine voice of Avechna, the Avenger reverberates powerfully, "Congratulations, Morkarion, you are the Bringer of Death indeed."
You see Estarra the Eternal shout, "Morkarion is no more! Mourn the mortal! But welcome True Ascendant Karlach, of the Realm of Death!