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... First of all I was asked to help with factions. I helped with factions as best as I could (and I still am trying to help so new Celestian factions are as good as they can be).
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I just really hate sucking it up what can I say. I don't find a reason for it. It's not fun, or enriching, or more interesting. It's limiting. I don't want Faeie to be less morally sound than me, if anything that's the one aspect I sh…
So yes absolutely that's a personal struggle but the ways I'm offered to deal with it are extremely few. Again I don't think the cities are WRONG in their design, they're wonderful. I agree that me having this deeply upsetting problem is a good thin…
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I can't do that though, because Raziela is only one of five. The whole point of the org is to follow all five of them. And if Methrenton can do whatever he wants and call for Genocide whenever without any of the other four getting in …
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Honestly zealots were one thing but when the Gods or Supernals you follow stop being who they claimed to be you can't "deal" with it. That's when you just stop. You don't keep following. Sure you can't debate and change minds with equ…
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I've nothing to say against that, I agree. That's a separate issue completely though and I don't think it invalidates the point I'm trying to make at all.
If Estarra is the only one that apparently realizes and enjoys everything being shades of grey then why can't I join Estarra's Order or something? How else am I supposed to pick a side when they're all equally as viable and equally unsuited for me? …
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You're still giving me an example of a group of people that support a very specific cause that goes against other causes. There's not even a semblance of balance to being a part of such organization, you always cut away different thin…
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It sure feels like it because there's no option that doesn't require me to embody absolute mentalities that represent these cities. There's no way Faeie can continue to be a Celestine if Supernals decide they're too friendly to the ta…
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I'm not a lore expert, I'm saying the cities still come with a moral/philosophical conviction. They might be shades of grey but you still wouldn't join Hallifax if your beliefs/personality doesn't fit it. If things were as grey as you…
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It's not that easy though, because you're still considered enemies and a lot of them are mutually exclusive. I can't respect the Demon Lords when the Supernals ask me to kill them. Joining any org involves some degree of conviction I …
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So the problem is you still offer extremes though. Sure, Hallifax is not Absolute Order, that's godly, impossible. Same with Gaudi, they still have laws (at least the one law). Celest is supposed to be Light and Goodness but they stil…
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I knew I'd get this comment eventually. Could say this about every aspect of anything that is broken. Doesn't mean we can't try to do something about it.
It's not fun because there's no support for it and Hallifax is not meant to be that anyway. Not when they're the city of Order. I never said Serenwilde was Light. Celest is Light. And I'm not saying they're absolutes because they can't be.
I understand alliances are made more for chances at winning events, and that brings up a point I didn't mention in my first post: How events are made to reinforce these conflicts further. Because if one wins, the rest lose, then you're right that it…
Hey I feel like whining so sure. This is the place right?
Trying to move out soon, got a job that doesn't depress the shit out of me to the point of dysfunction (which happened with my last three jobs so thank god). It can only get harder…
Oh god I was about to complain about the limited hair options (a lot of them are really alike tbh) but then I found the clothes options and goddamn so many options @_@…