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Agggghhhhhh, that moment when your two-year-old won't get off your arm and you miss a trade because you can't type.

Shulamit said:

A combination of things lead to my year off, but it was a heavy weight, that was.

People can tell me in game how much they like my designs, or how prolific I am, but if you don't get even an honourable mention the one time designs seem to matter, what the fuck does it actually matter, my depression tells me.

Sure, Mysrai kisses helped back when, but the depression likes to remind me They only favoured me back then because I was so pathetic I couldn't even get an honourable mention. Designs I spent days on, designs I spent minutes on, ones I had other people look over with me, none fucking matter.

I like to tell myself I won't bother this year. Alas, I'm gullible and will talk myself into it somehow. 

I really, really, really know how you feel. I went back to a pretty dark place recently over other things that happened to my last character that felt like they were happening again, and I'm sorry in advance to the friends that will hear about it when the inevitable rolls around again.

Let's start a Beauty is Pain support group. Haha.