Hrm... how to word this... I understand that the Divine are very very busy people who do wonderful and amazing things for us players and we appreciate all of that. We really do,e very single one of us. But from a player standpoint I must say it is quite discouraging when every time you join an order, a couple of months later that Divine disappears for an indeterminate amount of time. Finally find a Divine who pays attention, or actually cares that you are a member of their order and you work your fingers to the bone trying to fill figurines with millions of esteem while trying to get to Demi so you can generate more essence and actually be someone of importance and real worth or value to the order and then that Divine decides to leave the role and focus on other stuff. (that's cool. I get it and again we appreciate it and love you all for it) but understanding that doesn't make it hurt any less, doesn't make it any less frustrating or make us feel any less like our efforts and hard work is wasted.
I don't expect many to understand my feelings on it, people rarely do. If anything I expect a bunch of replies telling me how wrong I am and how all that work isn't wasted and how every tiny thing you do for an order makes you worthy or valuable (it does, but not in the same way...) *shrug* Just had to express it, maybe someone will understand where I'm coming from.